Saturday, January 19, 2008 5:18 PM
is there anyone on this earth, who can just read my mind without me telling them anything?maybe, maybe not...
who on this earth, have seen my true colours?
really want to tell you everything..
ironically, i try my best not to reveal the slightest thing right in front of you...
somehow words just couldn't express it all..
may think it's so trivial yet meant a lot to me...
just couldn't control...
it's so hard to even speak moreover understanding..
feel so distant away from you..
maybe....... i should just seal it up, and send it to a faraway yet familiar land..
you cant hear me, yet i feel your presence...
life is so complicated...
just want a simple life like what i have during sec one and twos..
knowing so much is like taking a knife and crave wounds that don't heal..
knowing even more, makes each cut a deeper one, closer to a fatal one...
smiling maybe the best medicine that i can find, but does it cure the roots of the sickness?
dont think so, at least that is what i think..
life is so short..
that it doesnt wait for me to pick up and move on...
i have to move on with my wearily shell..
there is no time for me to heal it..
how can a soldier fight with a tired physical?
how can an army face its enemy with low morale?
