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yesterday was JOAN's B'dAE!
help her celebrate today=)
will upload the pictures soon..
provided i rmb?



gossipping with cheryl while doing my econs..
she helped in my econs essay=)
jasmine was depressed yesterday..
dun noe why.. too stressed ba...
listen this particular song for 40 times in 3 hours or more lah...
i counted kae... imeem keep track of it...



nana's blog has it!

when heard that, the thing that kept me alive sank a little...
do i really....?

today- napfa test part one..
completed all five stations...
only standing board jump get D, the rest A, B, C...
left 2.4km.. scared cannot make it..
hwee yee injured herself the last time..
then this time during shuttle run she accidently hurt herself again..
affected her shuttle run record..

so screwed up for phy spa=(
why cant we have practical?
it's so much better...




get back to my studies...
got to do my two econs essays...


oya! for those who dun know..
HS 1st coy got PNA GOLD!
we are the second in north division..
first is sengkang...
this is our second gold... third gold is like.. so far away?
maybe im wrong...

stress piling up...
esp on mon, tues and wed..
almost cannot make through this week...
not only me ba..
ppl like cheryl, sherm and others are stressed too..
just that they dun show it...
i have been so quiet- jasmine sae...
just dun feel like talking, smiling or even eating..



econs lessons tend to be the most funny lesson??
mon was like so long...
asked cheryl this question, "can i just die?"
she sae dun one.. coz later no one to di xiao... -_-
chem spa okay lah...
cant rmb wat did i do on that day....
memory failing me........
school is infested with jc ones? lol.
this is between me and jasmine.. sshh..


trying to be annoying...
disturb ppl for class funds and so on... esp kai zheng...
im getting so angry and irritated easily...


we have "UG conflicts" in class... haha..
all because of fadilah (jasmine called her "dilahlah")...
the main conflict is between np and guides...
it's just pure fun...
come to think of it, they are a no. of ug ppl in my class..
me and hwee yee- GIRL GUIDES!
fadilah and jasmine-NPCC.
xuan rong and elias- NCC.
wen kai and kai zheng- BB.
that's all... i think...




GIRL GUIDES' THINKING DAY!


today, he is so mad lah... couldnt believe what he have done...
who on earth will do that?
gosh..
had my two chem quizes=/
hwee yee filled the borders of the white board with girl guides' thinking day..
may kee went so random and wrote Npcc day, 7th of may on the board..

heard the parade was okay...
sec 4s and syahidah went for oral exams..
some sec 3s went for HLC...
kind of angry with some ppl...
in addition, npcc and the school occupied the field...
get more angry...


me, yanlin, qiyin and sin yee will only be attending camp for 8 and 9...
we will go back together... unless i have no lesson? hope so lah...


why cant you just reflect on how you conduct compared to the rest,
before making any comments?
am i suppose to read ur mind?
sorry i cant read...
seriously, you can be as good as the rest or even better...
im giving you the chance to prove urself..
yet what do i get in return?


going back to mug...
so feel like giving up...
haiz...

came here coz im lazy to do my work..
will spend a few minutes here first, before go back to work..
my date for Valentine day is my math book..
coz the next day we had vectors... which is like.......
vectors 3 is so alien! even though i noe vectors 1 and 2...



friday, total defence day
had 3 lessons and off i went for guides' training..
jasmine not having any Np training due to her school ca test week..
so good... but the next 2 week she have to chiong for her campcraft teams...
gave cheryl and the rest chocolate:)
left the sec one with the sec 4s Np cadets...
for total defence badge...
sec 2 and 3 did tentage and flag pole..
they are so rusty... me too...
released them at around 5 plus going 6..
sightly later...
me went home at around 7 plus..
yupxxx! IT'S SEVEN PLUS!


Saturday, tuition..... so spent time doing so much physics..
it passed just like that..
gosh...


today:
met jasmine at 10!
she met her area five ppl for money issue..
she and wei bin share an account!!
wei bin got some bad impression on guides..
he thought that his unit's campcraft is better than guides..
think again lah...
oya! they sae that this year so many gold units..
not prestigious any more.. think is the "old old" guy that sae that..
then link to area six, which HS is in it...
saying area six got a no. of gold units...
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did my essay..
so what's next?

smile doesnt means happy..
smile is just a mask to hide all your secrets..
a mask that many adopted to survive in this world...
want a truthful smile, empty those that are trapped in there...
a smile can hide a lie...
but not your feelings...
upon seeing, smiling becomes an unconditional reflex motion..
it is so true that, it is so unbelievable...
confiding to even your best buddies can be so difficult...
yet to you, felt so relieved and so secure..



there's so much things to be done!
from tutorials to lecture tests to quiz to cca...
when will also these come to a comma?
coming to a fullstop it's hard so i only request a comma...

haven been blogging..
have been like busy?
actually more like lazy lah...



CNY had four days of break, which is like so short?!?
haven been working hard...
my house has shrunk!!
my room cannot accommodate all the youngsters anymore..
basically, because the family has grew bigger...
outside of my room is the "aunties' and uncles'" world..
so kena caught by them, they will keep asking you questions...
first day of CNY passed just like that..
so four days passed without me knowing...

monday went dor dor's hse to eat steamboat...
me, sheena and yun went so high...
that's the reaction we will have when we are added together..
dor invited her poly's friends as well..
but we never talk, coz they scared of JC ppl..
haha.. that's why dor sae..
IM SO SURPRISE THAT SHEENA GAN DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY "DAIDEE"
omg! i was still thinking that she faked de lor..
end up, is true...
played mahjung out of fun.. anyhow play...
as long as we had fun=D


wun mention abt the unhappy stuff....
feel so much better after lunch..
all thankx to ben, ban and yi ren..
they will just distract me away from my problems...
thankx cheryl and jasmine for concerning..


yesterday stephen aka angel talked to me on msn..
he almost wanted to ask how's my o level..
haha.. what's o level? can eat anot?
a level is now the most important one!

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im so lazy!!!! izzit a good thing?

i will get back my math grade for this common test..
i promise... and im dead serious...

today totally bored...
lectures plus lectures...
i think i screw both lecture tests..
math lecture test got 12/25..
sianz... supposedly 13/25, he minus one mark becoz the missing C...
have to requiz again....


cheryl today came into the toilet...
upon seeing jasmine, she broadcast to everyone that HS NPCC got gold..
dotz... she super high lah...
jasmine challenged her to sustain that gold for five years...
gosh... lol...


went for the first rehearsal..
not much marching to be done..
so okay lah..
their marching like....
or izzit just me?
why is it like that every year?
let me play the bad guy's role...
like i always did...


this invisible stress crept upon me...
but why do i have to feel pressurize?
no news means good news?
stop scaring yourself..
seriously, if no, treat it as a lesson..
if yes, dun be too proud..
it's time to get organize...




***** simply pissed me off... AP!

jasmine solve hers..
mine?
i have chosen a route..
dun now whether will it work anot..
at least for now i should be heading this way...
plan as you go along..
the road is full of doubts and uncertainty...
have you realized something?
doubt so..



laughter is limited..
smiling is not like a bottomless pit..
even though they are renewable..
wastage of them will cause infinite regrets..
all i need is a catalyst that will spark off the reaction..
to fill up the bottle with laughter and craziness once again...
shall keep what is left carefully and quietly..

today during gp, she let us listen to this song..
coz of the metaphors inside..
thought have hear this song during my secondary school days..
think is during music lesson...







I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that youll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....i hope you dance.

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin might mean takin chances but theyre worth takin,
Lovin might be a mistake but its worth makin,
Dont let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

I hope you dance....i hope you dance.
I hope you dance....i hope you dance.
(time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that youll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

Dance....i hope you dance.
I hope you dance....i hope you dance.
I hope you dance....i hope you dance..
(time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone