it's friday! let's recap what i have done this week..
monday: practically cannot rmb anything...
tues: never go school. sleep and sleep.. and it was elias' bdae!
wednesday: never sleep throughout gp's lecture. what a great achievement! math lesson: some j one class was making lots of noise... X was going through the paper, he did ask them to lower down their volume.. which is like 2 to 3 times.. minutes later.. the noise came back again.. X threw markers out of class to tell them to alert them.. *flying markers* apparently, his flying markers hit one j one guy who is so ah beng... the guy came knocking at the door (let's called him B) and started talking... B: did you throw the marker at me? (asking X) X: no.. i was merely alerting your class to lower down their volume.. Class, how many times did i tell them to shut up? Class: THREE TIMES! B: then dun have to throw markers at me wat?! X: i did not throw markers at you. B: but the marker hit me! X: i was only trying to tell your class to shut up. unfortunately, the marker hit you as you walked out... B: you can tell us wat. X: class, did i tell them to shut up? Class: YES!!!! (argued the same things over again for a few seconds) B: aiyah! dun wan talk to you lah! (walked off) X was totally irritated... chase after the B and told them off (couldnt heard the converstion)
that j one guy was famous of being rude to teachers and so on.. ruipeng was super concerned lah, if X wasnt around, think he will go out and lecture him.. NEVER SEE SUCH STUDENT BEFORE. and another thing the class was super united at that point of time.. one time all of us supported him sia.... cool right!
moral of story: your enemies will become your allies when facing a common enemy.. when two powers combined, the immeresed strength is hard to predict. so maybe we should thankx the j one guy.
thursday: went for phy night time trial.. never study.. yet i passed! reza was so jealous of me. HAHA. fadilah's dad offered a ride home:) thank you fadilah plus her dad!
question of the day: arent you suppose to be sad? ans: no.. why should i be in the first place.. in fact i feel unusually happy..
friday: ran and do circuit.. some of the guys are simply "tik go pek", as there's some foreign exchange students(all girls), and they walked passed, the guys keep looking lor.. dotz! kai zheng the best, not distracted at all.. gp practice time trial... super cold! went home and defroze.
jia you jia you! promised i will cheer for you de!! (provided got ppl cheer with me) maybe shall find yeapjun and gang.. haha:)
And as I look into your eyes I see an angel in disguise Sent from God above For me to love To hold and idolize
And as I hold your body near I'll see this month through to a year And then forever on Till life is gone I'll keep your loving near
And now I've finally found my way To lead me down this lonely road All I have to do Is follow you To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose You give me room to grow You shone the light of love on me And gave me air so I can breathe You open doors that close In a world where anything goes You give me strength so I stand tall Within this bed of earth Just like a rose
And when I feel like hope is gone You give me strength to carry on Each time I look at you There's something new To keep our loving strong I hear you whisper in my ear All of the words I long to hear Of how you'll always be Here next to me To wipe away my tears
And now I've finally found my way To lead me down this lonely road All I have to do Is follow you To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose You give me room to grow You shone the light of love on me And gave me air so I can breathe You opened doors I closed In a world where anything goes You give me strength so I stand tall Within this bed of earth Just like a rose
And though the seasons change Our love remains the same You face the thunder When the sunshine turns to rain Just like a rose
You treat me like a rose You give me room to grow You shone the light of love on me And gave me air so I can breathe You opened doors I closed In a world where anything goes You give me strength so I stand tall Within this bed of earth Just like a rose
You give me strength so I stand tall Within this bed of earth Just like a rose
[刘]Ti amo Te Quiero 每一天都要爱上你 想着你 沉入梦境 一张眼 一清醒 第一个想到又是你 Sarangheayo And I Love You 我每天都要爱上你 [爱上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就会遗憾 陪着你的光阴 怎样都不算蹉跎
[轮]好想缝合你我手心 就这样牵住放不开 有你陪伴 呼吸着你的空气 就是幸福
[刘]Ti amo Te Quiero 每一天都要爱上你 想着你 沉入梦境 一张眼 一清醒 第一个想到又是你 Sarangheayo And I Love You 我每天都要爱上你 [爱上你] 少一天 [少一天] 就会遗憾 陪着你的光阴 怎样都不算蹉跎
[合]陪着你的光阴永远都觉得不够
i were almost there, but i chose to walk another way.. if you choose to continue to look that way.. it shall always be that way.. step a few steps back. you may see a broader view.. all up to listen
need my sleep. bye folks.
Friday, July 18, 2008 11:53 PM
every sat, gp gp gp... who was the one who sae that gp will take place fortnightly? tml someone from UN will come down.. like??
when i try to study for longer hours in the night, end up falling asleep in lectures and tutorials.. when i sleep early, i can stay awake throughout the day.. so it's a matter of opportunity cost..
ways to keep you awake: 1. stay as high as possible... even if you dun feel like.. 2. let people like gabriel to sit beside you.. 3. keep yourself occupied, like keeping doing questions.. like wat i did for the ionic revision.. it works... 4. make those who are falling asleep wide awake 5. do other subjects' works, so you will be on a lookout of teachers, worrying more than sleeping 6. never stone 7. drink coffee.. apparently, e coffee that the canteen vendor brewed works for me. . . . will come out with more.. after i have tried with the rest..
Ya tebya liubliu i gave myself 21 days. to confirm the statement. you have hours to yours, i have 504hours to you
weekends make me stress.. self-discipline..
Sunday, July 13, 2008 8:22 AM
one week past just like tat... just like no nobody's business.. and we are dun noe how many days closer to prelims and alevel.. gosh..
today is sunday already. there goes my weekend.. all thankx to gp.. it took away half of our sat.. the coming week will be so hectic.. staying till god knows wat time.. never go guides.. haiz.. think part of life is so messed up..
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be Oh, do u see what I see...
it's your turn to let go.. let go will do you good.. yet let go wun make you feel better.. im returning this to you.. whatever your reason is, there bounds to be people who wun understand.. soon or later they will.. if they fall, they learnt something.. if they dun, they excel further... wat i can do is limited.. ................................... .................................... .....................................
it don't make sense It's just craziness why acting this way Unbelievable, inconceivable. when ever did opening of mouth and smile been such a challenge. tried to, just cant get it done. meaningless. just wan to get back to the comfort zone. don't wish to take half a step out. ironically, comfort zone is never one when you do not experience hardship.
running away from reality.
how far can i continue? how long can i endure? how am i going to face all these? when can i stop?