there stood a star.. not so bright... bright enough only when you decide to see it.. it has been there.. you only chose to see it whenever there's total darkness... it may burn out one day.. and never to be seen again.
You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
end of prelims!!
im too lazy to blog
sengkang guides did a great job in organizing north division's campfire!!!!
credits to lizhu who is the overall ic for this, you did well :) <----see i so nice?!
Sunday, August 24, 2008 6:13 PM
totally agree with jasmine!!!
prelims are meant not to be passed!
im totally screwed... i noe i will do badly for math paper one, coz after the whole thing, feel damn disappointing, not with paper but myself.. this is the first time im feeling this for this year.. it took so long to came back to me huh?... 5 papers to go.. and tomorrow is math paper 2 and chem paper 2?
hold on this belief, maths is about perfection ....
and i miss and worry for guides...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:13 PM
Since u went away it's been one year two months But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together Time has passed and things have changed so Why do I feel this way Cos you're with somebody else And I'm with somebody else but
Whenever I think about the the love we had It hurts so bad Whenever I think about the love we made I said that I'd be strong Girl I really thought that I'd move on But still I find myself asking
Do u still think of me like I think about u Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same Your love has got me addicted Said I don't know When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name Said I don't know When I be with somebody else I push them away Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u
It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone It's the reason why I'm writing u this song Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way I should have begged u to stay
Do u still think of me like I think about u Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same Your love has got me addicted Said I don't know When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name Said I don't know When I be with somebody else I push them away Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u
If u ever lost someone u truely love Let me hear u say yeah And if u lost someone u truely need Let me hear u say yeah
Do u still think of me like I think about u Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same Your love has got me addicted Said I don't know When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name Said I don't know When I be with somebody else I push them away Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u
thought that everything will go on smoothly.. the least that you expect, it did not.. still... never abandon the belief you once hold on to.. never.. step into the quick sand that i once fall in... and i regretted a lot.. "if only" that the two words that everyone would thought of once they regret.. only if this "if only" would actually come.. decision is made by "10% the surrounding, 90% you" ponder whether is true....
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
off i go
Sunday, August 03, 2008 11:53 AM
Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to gray They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on...
(Verse 2) You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to-go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces every time And I don't need no carryin' on...
(Chorus) Because you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day...
(Verse 3) Will you need a blue sky holiday? The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carryin' on...
(Chorus) You had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day...
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
(Verse 4) Sometimes the system goes on the blink And the whole thing turns out wrong You might not make it back and you know That you could be well oh that strong And I'm not wrong...
(Yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most Oh... you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
(Chorus) Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day You've seen what you like And how does it feel for one more time You had a bad day You had a bad day...
Murphy's law
"Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way"
here for the weekly update:)
monday: didnt go for the gp remedial-she sae it wasnt compulsory. so accompany jasmine to shop for "noobcube" stuff =x went home.. had a afternoon nap.. then yvonne called and sms me.. "today, gp remdial is compulsory!!!" when she sent, it was like 5.30pm? the remedial would start at 6.00pm.. no point going right? anyway i saw the msg at almost 6.00pm! only a few went.. it's abt animals' rights.. later have to remember to do it!
tuesday: vaguely remembered anything.. eunice and elias were back to school after being absent on monday=) but jasmine took early leave... econs tes! never study.. great job, wanlin! no pe..
wednesday: miss p and mr a not in school.. his period was taken by mr d. L.. stunned sia, as i walked in.. i felt so energized in his lesson! i still prefer his style. he sae this,"it seems like under A's guidence all of you have improved greatly. Under my guidence like sh**." jasmine told me de.. if i were to heard this, i would sae not true... from a B grade going to a D grade? is this an improvement?
went for integration night class with cheryl.. cheryl's new name: shasha.. dinnered with her. she liked mac a lot. homed
thursday: joan, sherm, nicole, hasbi and mai performed! you ppl were great! councillors must reflect man.. so inefficient.. ben had theirs, but wasnt around to watch..
Ct->inspiration talk by dr.willam tan.. some went to play captain's ball.. waited for bus with ben, yi ren and s06's ppl.
friday: cheryl was at the bus stop near shi fu's hse.. she missed hers so had to come over and wait for 112.. crapped abt the day before, captai's ball match etc..
chemistry was cancelled! stayed back for a little while before going guides! finally after so long, im back:D they were having ndp trainin.. i must sae not really good enough.. need brushing up somemore.. "footdrill is not about individual glory, is about one unit, marching together, listening to the rhythmic beat." wednesday another rehearsal.. friday the acutal event.. sat observation..
and.. it was MISS TOH's BIRTHDAY!! the unit celebrated together.. sec 3 and their weird dance..
yun and me gave her the tenderheart carebear..
she likes this goodluck care bear but we gave her the another.. haha.. she kept saying, "WRONG BEAR WRONG BEAR!!" have to wait for next year to get one more. credits to yun who went to buy it! she bought the cake as well..
Sat: the day has arrived... the will run. 10km!! thankx to all who have supported me, cheered me on:D the girls accompany me ran for the first few rounds, but asked them to run first.. the guys were always there cheering! joan and sherm accompany me the last few rounds.. and i completed 10km! okay.. im contented.. and that's enough:D after our run, was the guys' turn! cheered for the guys!! Everytime they run pass, we will shout their names, cheering for them.. we cheered for FanZhi, he will run faster. we called out "lao da" and he so malu lah, sprint when he reached the tennis court area. Hasbi,reza and Joseph smiled a lot. we supported david too.. ting zhe still could crack joke.. he sae he sprained his neck?! gabriel wearing the wrong shoes.. well done gab.. side track a bit.. did i ever mention that he has the integellience of a diver? i just mentioned=x think SAF sent to the wrong person, they want him to be a driver! not diver.. seriously, think he can lah... another thing.. even ppl like g..y can get letter for commandos?!! think the whole SAF will be destoryed...
