"Every time I look up into the tear-filled sky, A fickle wave of blue binds my chest. Even though your dream may be dissolving, just don't abandon that smile It's what keeps my own heart glowing. If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile"
it takes more than a good night rest to recover from all the injuries.. the next day all of us shall inflict with the injuries again.
Saturday, June 28, 2008 3:36 AM
i have this much to say.. the problem i cant sae or rather it's so hard to sae.. cant concentrate on work.. there's so much to think, worry, hate, frustrate about... my head is going to split soon.. it's not a joke.. did i ever sae that i hate everything that is going on right now? it was never like that... let go... it's impossible to continue further.. sometimes, it's really up to you to continue anot.. it's by choice.. your choice.. if you want something, no matter wat you will go ahead and fight for any opportunity just to get it. out of point.. clueless..
im in a super bad mood now. im going to attitude all the way unless..... i find out the reasons... it has all started out with one person... different metal react differently, same goes to human.. i react differently as compared to the rest.. i don't like the way.. not only that... there's still... guess i finally realise the kind of frustration that you have experienced not long ago. not the same exact thing but similar.. similar situation...
gone so young: never dreamt it'd be this way I've lost any chance for me to say To say that I miss you, say that I love you Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come A life made of memories gone so young And now I'm regretting all I've done But in your heart know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go And take me away from all I know And leave me to think I'm on my own But your love will take me, you were the one...
...Who sat through nights You held me tight And made sure I'm okay And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight...
Tonight...
Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright And if I should fall, I know you're waiting And if I should call, I know you're there If ever you cry just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 10:15 PM
How 'bout a round of applause Yeah... Standing ovation Oohhhh... yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah...
You look so dumb right now Standing outside my house Trying to apologize You're so ugly when you cry Please, just cut it out
[Chorus] Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me going But now it's time to go Curtain's finally closing That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one This just looks like the re-run Please, what else is on
[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you lied Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me going But now it's time to go Curtain's finally closing That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
And the award for the best liar goes to you For making me believe that you could be Faithful to me Lets hear your speech ohh
How about a round of applause A standing ovation
[Chorus] But you put on quite a show You really had me going But now it's time to go Curtain's finally closing That was quite a show Very entertaining But it's over now Go on and take a bow
But it's over now....
Monday, June 23, 2008 10:45 PM
nth much to update... lazy as well=) change music.. featuring Ikeman boogie.. it's from the Japanese series hana kimi. nice show=)
still kind of unsettled.. life is like that.. what to do?
i chose to run away from the problems.. end up, still have to face them all.. is a matter of handling it now or later.. still pondering.. no time.. they don't wait for you.. it's all up to me to settle..
today passed so slowly.. and time only flies with the presence of you. guess the day wun come afterall. something that will want to fulfil. it's not easy to accomplish. sounds familiar.
Sunday, June 15, 2008 9:52 AM
cut my hair! she sae one inch.. i think is more than that.. never mind.. at least now i will have another thing to vent on.. will have less time to wonder about some other stuff..
slack slack slack.. the only two thing im looking forward to is guitar campfire. think im going=) and a day........ it takes so long to come.. even if it arrive, things will be different.. tell me that im wrong.. i really hope so..
video from camp flag by miss pang camp staff camp staff.. miss toh argue that camp flag will be the last camp at camp christine for me and yun.. we shall see..
went st. nicks campfire.. was really expecting for more.. their theme: camp mystery it's on the story that every four years, a girl in the school would die.. heard this before.. true or not true? dun noe.. haha and they held it on fiday the thirteen...
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 9:05 PM
com down again.. using backup software.. named ubuntu..
lazy to sae abt camp.. one thing for sure.. i saw the bond and unity in sky guides.. between sec 2, 3, 4s and graduates.. that is something i have not seen for years.. in the past yes, now no, future dun noe..
went out with sok, ben, ban, yiren and weiqiang yesterday.. saw gabriel.. he and his usual friends... watched narnia.. stay out till 11 plus..
been slacking away..
to joanne, rachael, isabel, pamela and the rest.. apologize for being no mood at noon time and didnt bother some stuff that you ppl asked today.. to be honest, kind of fed up.. shall tell you all more the next time.. if there is.. once again, im sorry.
npcc is losing a good advisor, yong wei siong.. he's going to ns this friday.. i dare to sae he's a good advisior.. i seriously meant it.. even though he and cheryl ganged up and make my shoes dirty. in addition, trying to tie "dead" knot, and they failed.. haha.. he has been there since.. hm... i was sec 3 ba..not sure.. coz that time only notice xiang ren sir.. muahaha.. sometimes i wonder how can someone stay there for so many years and still have that passion in the cca.. i did believe in the past but time prove me wrong.. maybe is the stuff that we face are different.. is just like a fire.. once you ignited, you have to keep on feeding wood to the fire.. but adding more wood isnt enough.. one day we will run out of it. at one point, insufficient oxygen may occur.. the spark will die off.. at another point, rain may come and extinguish all the hard work that you have pumped in. noe that he dun wan go ns, wanted spf instead.. but when would life be nice and give you a choice? all cheryl and the rest can do is to bring him away from the topic for a few hours? he will then need to face the reality.. all the best for him..
feel really weird.. something is seriously missing.. i dunnoe what is it.. seriously dunnoe.. think need to sort out some stuff.. blank out... i miss everyone...
shall have a busy week next week... hm... anyone wan to take over some of my job? im willing to give them!! cant get a decent rest..
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 11:07 PM
watch this just now. good show..
made of honour. suppose to be maid of honour..
"absence makes the heat grow fonder (of somebody else?) i think i miss you loads" i wished i had a clue.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 10:47 PM
need not to say any further.. i knew the ans all along.. it is just me who couldn't accept.. hoping for a change, hoping that you will sae no. fat hope.
so amazed by the dream last night.. super real.. just that there's a few parts screw up.. super disturbed by this dream in the morning.. coz the fact is it is taking place.. at least that i wat i think. yet if you are going to erase me off your story. you're so welcomed. i shall not do the same. you shall live on. couldnt ignore the stir up.
".....i miss her every now and then. im sorry to disappoint you. you shouldnt pin any hope on me....."
it's unbearable.. so tempted to punch the buttons.
went for QTA. phototaking.. blah blah.. joan, jasmine, hwee yee and eunice went for the care camp.. i did not=/ . . chill out at cheryl's place... dino is still so cute.. pepper as fierce but cute too=)
went out with nana and yun yesterday!
poor yun squash by nana=)
leaning on a huge green tea is so comfortable
drinking from that! a bit too much lah.
lazy to upload anymore..
Sunday, June 01, 2008 9:39 AM
trying to escape from the physics textbook.. so did changing of blogskin. will do adjustment after tml!!! HELLO PEOPLE! updated ur links=) outside is so bright.
screw up all the papers.. do i feel guilty? kind of.. all right.. yes im guilty..
kind of pass through.. i think i wun not tell ban abt it.. he will forget.. but i will nana=) it's so unbelievable
shall plan what im going to do tml. planning for the whole? there's campfires campfires and more campfires.. whee~
