Thursday, March 13, 2008 9:19 PM
back blogging..
didnt have the time plus lazy to blog..
came back from guides' camp few days ago..
highlights:
canopy challenge walk!
gosh! im afraid of heights lor..
miss toh forced me to walk this seven or eight storey high elements..
cant believe that i walked through...
so proud of myself.. muhaha!
outdoor cooking: felicia and brenna wanted to cook for camp staff..
they didnt now what to do...
actually i also dun noe.. so estimated when to fry the fish..
haha.. i did cooking? so unbelievable...
campfire: not bad.. even though raining.. the atmosphere was almost there..
parents did have fun with us..
lots of them dared to forget the 10 guides laws.. they are so dead...
im so going to screw them?!?
some of the new members are quite pampered.. nowadays kids are like that ba..
there's this girl who so wanted to join NPCC yet her mum dun allow because there's guys..
dotz.. she somehow have the impression that NP dun learn gadgets...
so wish that she is in np.. driving cheryl and the rest nuts X) [im so bad]
she makes so much problems for my poor company..
but dun dared to make trouble for me=)
so...
in this camp, thankx to someone (not the one mention above), sec threes are able to bond together..
hope this bond will not fade so fast...
once there's a common goal among a grp of ppl, they will bond well...like the CIs in my school.. having the common enemy...
heard from cheryl..
oya! cheryl got this new target=)
lol. her target range from young ones to the elderly...
BE BEWARE OF HER!
both of us agree on this particular junior which is quite good looking in her unit..
Haha...
come back to the point...
this particular someone make almost ALL MY SEC THREES CRAZY!
like to ask "ten thousand of questions"...
every night, COH is filled with her actions...
from my point of view, she just wanted attention from us..
dun worry! got me, yun plus teachers around..
anything refer it to us lah...
lucky, she didnt make any trouble for me..
ALL THE SEC ONES ARE SCARED OF ME!
omg! scolded for them like a few times lor..
didnt set my expectations too high for them and the rest..
it's quite true that the discipline and strictness that we had in the past have lowered...
coz im afraid that when a rubber band is overstretched, it may break..
there's still this shadow inside that makes me ponder alots..
the sec threes haven seen it...
sorry that i couldnt help you girls last time...
didnt noe that you all suffer so much...
dun worry.. i will back you up..
provided you do the right thing lah...haha!
sat down with a few of the girls yesterday..
thought my sec threes batch quite strong, end up they dun noe quite a few important stuff!!
maybe is becoz during my sec 3 and 4 trained my this current sec 4s and graduated batch as hard... this batch of sec threes wasnt really trained by me..
so from now on, i will try my best teach you all whatever that i can till i leave...
i wun sae im a good leader.. but that's the least that i can do for the company..
i will try my best to impart those skills within this limited period of time...
i wun ps all of you who put in the efforts...
PS: i want a third gold! can?
dun let me down...
to someone (even though the chances of you reading is so slim):
i will let go of guides...
but not now? even though im struggling with that tangled up rope..
hope that this time the camp did untangled some of the knots..
not adding new ones in..
ps: you give good advice=)
