pw-B. got lucky..
ban heng more lucky A!



when huanyu just started out his jc life,
he told me loads of stuff..
from the change in his studies to the change in his surroundings..
i never think seriously at that time..
i never listen...
now i feel it.. or rather ever since jc started out, the feeling was there all along..
just that this time round, it is so ridiculous!


why are you letting me meeting the same kind of person twice?!!!!
i managed to shake off one, now??
dun you noe that these people spoil the sequence of my life!
they take away whatever that i wish and hope for..


i couldnt do math like before..
there is this something that missing..
what has motivated me in the past, does not work now?
i want back my math grade!




对别人好，就是对自己刻薄
true? lie?

there is three worlds of mine...
where should i be in?
how should i choose?
going to and fro can be that tiring...
staying one is so not possible
cant let go of one, have to preserve regardless of what it takes..
if i let go the other, guess i may not...
shouldnt even care right?
shouldnt even bother...................