thought that everything will go on smoothly.. the least that you expect, it did not.. still... never abandon the belief you once hold on to.. never.. step into the quick sand that i once fall in... and i regretted a lot.. "if only" that the two words that everyone would thought of once they regret.. only if this "if only" would actually come.. decision is made by "10% the surrounding, 90% you" ponder whether is true....