Sunday, March 22, 2009 10:29 PM
update to show that im still kicking alive.
results arent great, but at least im contented with my phy and math- both B.
econs dun now why there is a C. haha. never even study.
starts school tml.
decided to apply for both sides, despite so many ppl assure how high the chances are for me.
anyway just apply both sides, just in case.
mum wants me to go oversea, reject that offer.
it needs lot of self discipline which i fail to show that last year.
why leave them when i have a choice to make.
life starts to get tough, the path starts to unwind.
there will be much pain, stress, expectations, burden.
at least not lost, know what im doing.
i dun need sympathy coz im in a much better situation than lot of ppl.
just keep the faith that i will be well, just tell me to go on i cant.ended my work on friday.
ppl at sbs are nice ppl, at least my department is.
erm.. im not a driver. do not wear uniform. just admin work.
they did not know till then, ny manager decided not to broadcast=D nice of her.
the reaction from my mum's boss was the funniest. he was another one who advises me to go oversea.
the environment that is good. all are decent ppl.
or maybe most knew my mum (never know she is so well known in there), dun dare to mess with me=D
istc ended, taught whatever we can.
there's this mindset, "we assume"
we assume that sec 4s knew a lot, actually they dun
we assume that everyone knows what to do, yet they dun
they assume that they know a lot yet they dun
North division challenge proves it.
we lost. based on yun's reports, was expecting such results.
SKY GUIDES LOST TOO! omg! what a pity.
i decided to be a non-official unit helper. which means i shall go back lesser and lesser.
will only go back when it is crucial.
since dun noe when i have feel the indifference already, it was duty that makes me stay.
i did thought that i would have the time to groom someone to take over.
at least give me time to find back the statisfaction that i had once ago, the passion to continue.
i know this is irresponsible of me, yun will have a hard time. miss toh too.
i leave coz i felt gulity towards my parents, i ensure them so much.
just wish me luck tml.
did i mention that tan wei xiong and gabriel are in my class.?
soon hock is just beside.
